Prayer request for scary appointment

I’ve had PCOS for at least 10 years now. I’m almost 26. Last summer I tried to use Clomid to have a baby. Did 5 rounds and it did help me ovulate, but I didn’t get pregnant. On my off month, I had a chemical pregnancy. I’ve taken a year break because of some other health issues and a surgery that came up, plus I just needed an emotional break. During that year, my periods have been pretty consistently 5 weeks. Then in May, I had the most excruciating period of my life with huge clots and I was convinced I was having a miscarriage, but all the tests were negative so I didn’t go into the doctor. (Dumb, I know, but I thought I was just being dramatic) Anyway, since then I’ve had super irregular and painful periods. I also get intense pain several times a month when I can tell my body is trying to ovulate. The pain is always on my left near my ovary. (On the Clomid I could always feel a pricking feeling at ovulation but this is different). I get frequent pelvic and low back pain and intense uterine pressure. I also get bad hot flashes and mood swings. But the pain is the most distressing. I’ve put off going to the doctor because I told myself it was just normal PCOS symptoms. But my gut says it’s not. I’ve been afraid to go in but watching MamaDoctorJones on YouTube convinced me I need to suck it up and see a doctor! Soooo I made an appointment today and it’s in 10 days... but now it’s 12:30 am and I can’t sleep because I’m so scared that something is seriously wrong. In all likelihood it’s probably endometriosis. Still. My mind keeps going to more extremes like cancer or tube removal or something requiring a hysterectomy and I know I’m overreacting right now, but the pain is so frequent and intense that whatever it is certainly can’t be GOOD news. So anyway. I’m mostly writing this for me, so I remember what to tell my doctor, but also to get out all my rambling thoughts. If you happen to read this, please, please say a prayer for me and for Dr. Pead. Please pray that we can find answers and that I might have peace with the outcome. I’m so scared and my heart hurts just thinking about all that has happened and the possibility of losing my chance at a baby. Please pray. Not even for a specific outcome. Just for me to have the strength to accept it. Thanks y’all. ❤️ God bless.