Hate you cyclone kayar... update

Because of you I won't be having my baby shower. I am just upset. My mom wont be coming. Everyone dear to me won't be attending. Because it's a red alert. I am just calling my baby shower off!

This is my first baby and I am 34 weeks pregnant!

Due to everyone close to me staying far away. I can't reschedule it. I am just so upset. I just don't know what to do. I am so upset.

If the cycle was a real person. I swear I would have strangled it.How it has ruined this for me. Been planning since I was 13 weeks. Everything down the drain. All I can do is cry.

Sorry I had to rant somewhere

Update: I can't reply directly. Since my husband is on glow too.

I have held my chin up telling him that it's okay. I'll get over it. But I really can't.

Thanks for the replies.

Baby shower are different here it's not about gifts.I am indian.It's about praying for healthy baby and a safe delivery. You can imagine it to be a typical Indian wedding like thing only on a small scale. It's about celebrating fertility and new life. It doesn't happen after the baby is born. There are other set of function that follows when the baby will be here.

And baby shower happens only for the first baby.

We are safe here just the rains are intense. But I don't want to put life's of people in danger because of me.