Sex problem

My Mom was raped when she was very young, and because of that, has no sex drive whatsoever.

My dad on the other hand, is a sexual deviant and wants it all the time, literally probably 4-5 times a day!

And when my mom says no, he stops talking to her for 2 days, cracking a massive shit.

So now it’s come to the point where she just does it to please him, even though she really doesn’t want to.

She once told me that she feels like when he gropes her or has sex with her when she doesn’t want him to, she feels like he doesn’t respect her and what she went through.

So her giving into him and going through this really fucking bothers me! I get so upset and angry knowing that she’s going through this. But she just keeps saying don’t worry, I’m ok - he’ll lose his libido soon hopefully.

Like wtf? No! She shouldn’t have to go through this and relive her past because her husband is a selfish prick!

Sorry, I needed to rant. Everything thinks I’m just disgusted by them fucking. But I’m not. I’m sexually active myself. But I can’t shake the feeling of my Mom having these feelings but giving in because of my Dad being an ass!

Edit; believe me when I say I don’t want to know anything about their sex life, but I even know the positions they do because they think mine and my siblings reactions are funny. My dad has asked my mom for a bj in front of me and my siblings before too (like obviously not to do in front of us, ewe) 🤢

But just knowing is disgusting. I’m 22, and my siblings are 19 & 12. And neither of them are sexually active, so are a lot more disgusted than me.

Edit: I know how fucked up this is. Believe me. From the age of five, I watched my parents argue and saw my Dad choke my mom one too many times. From a young age, I listened to my mom talk about how she was starting to hate my dad because of his gambling addictions, and always taking money behind her back. At the age of 12, I watched my Dad choose gambling over us, but then when he came hopping back, my mom took him back in seconds. He walked out once or twice again after that and she went after him to get him back. At 13, she told me she was planning to leave him. I’ve known every little problem of theirs. My little brother and sister have never known any of this.

I never realised until I wrote this why I’m so depressed. 😔