So how do I feel?

Okay so my ex was awful. Right before we had a terrible split he made a new Snapchat. So once we split I deleted the new one and forgot about the old one. Today I get notified he saved these pictures of us to his camera roll from when we were together. Very intimate...

He has a girlfriend. She actually moved in days after my children and I left. I was literally fighting for my life, to get off meth and away from him actually killing me. Is it weird that was the closure I needed? Like that proves he still thinks of me, he hasn't changed at all, and he's still on drugs. I know him and how he is on ice and that’s something he’d do high. I feel extremely vindicated but idk how I’m supposed to take him saving pictures that were so intimate. I’m fucked up over it...