Breastfeeding/pumping/formula mamas....

I’m hating myself right now. I haven’t been pumping enough and my son is going through a weird thing (leap or growth sport or regression or something) and it’s hard for me to find time to pump. I’d usually get about 8 oz in the early morning from him sleeping 10+ hours but lately he’s been sleeping about 2 hours and eating aaaalllllll night so there’s nothing to pump 🥵🥵🥵

My SO suggested finding formula for emergencies and in case I don’t pump enough during the week(I’m in college so he’s with a sitter M-T) No shame in formula feeding because it’s great too, fed is best☺️

I’m really upset about it because I was determined to EBF for at least a year. We just started rice cereal/oatmeal but I know that’s not to be a source of like food food for right now. I think once I get back into a pumping routine after he slows the heck down it’ll be fine. I just don’t want to get in a situation where he needs milk and I physically cannot provide anymore. Are there certain formula brands that work better w breastfeeding babies? Help please😣