Very realistic birth dream

Long post, but want to share!

This is my first baby.. Ive been very physically uncomfortable lately which has been causing me a lot of anxiety. I’m worried about the delivery, but even more I’m worried about afterwards. Will I have the energy to give her what she needs? Will I even be able to walk without excruciating pain? Will I be a good mom? So many worries and what-ifs. Then last night around 4 I woke up for the 10-billionth time to walk around due to discomfort and when I went back to sleep I had the most beautiful dream. In this dream I was just laying in bed and felt the need to push. After 3 gentle pushes and very little pain the baby slid right out. I held her and felt the most love I’ve ever felt in my life. She was literally glowing like an angel. She didn’t look like a smooshed/reddish purplish normal baby. Perfectly clean skin and the brightest blue eyes. Also she was smiling at me the whole time. Literally the most beautiful human I’ve ever seen. I was thinking to take a picture since I’ve never seen anything so beautiful but didn’t want to divert my eyes even for a second. I’m not sure if this dream was a sign from God to stop worrying? Or was it actually an angel I saw and not my baby? Or was it all random and dreams don’t hold much true meaning? But whatever it was, it was absolutely beautiful and amazing 😉