The more I take care of my baby alone, the less I trust anyone with it.

So am a SAHM and unfortunately also taking care of my baby alone. (Thanks to maternity leave) soon I will have to go back to work but I feel like no one will be able to take care of him like I do. Or love him like I do. Am scared of people leaving him to cry all day. Or abusing him as he is sorry to say a black child in a community that still raises eye brows at black skin. They might not mistreat him as such but might attend to him last. Am so reluctant to give him up.