I can't relax!!!!

Hi ladies,

I'm currently 4+6 hcg level was 63 at 4 weeks. Waiting for second result which I should have tomorrow.

In july I was pregnant. I had 3 days of light brown discharge that was only present when I wiped. I was referred for a scan at 8+5 but baby had no heartbeat and measured 7+5 so a week later I had a d&c. We were knocked over we had no idea our world was going to fall apart. My husband and I sat in the waiting room joking and all excited we had no idea what was ahead of us.

Last week we found out we are expecting out baby bean on july 14th but I cant relax I'm constantly over examining how my symptoms are..... I just want this baby so bad and I cant do anything to help it along. Am I crazy?