Don’t judge me 🤣

for some reason y’all.... i been thinking about giving my ex a piece lmaoo. he’s away in college but he comes back home for breaks and stuff ofc. we dated like over 3 years ago and it’s not cause i have feeling or anything, he can (and will) stay as an ex it’s just we were 16, he was my first, i was his, but neither of us were experienced so the sex was always bad lol. he came to my hotel party when i was turning 18 and told me he still had feelings for me and wanted to make us work again which was a no for me and tried to have dez but i had a cock blocking friend who kept busting in. he’s a football player so he had that egotistical jock thing to him which i didn’t like at all which is why we ended so there’s no hard feelings between us. it’s just since him, i’ve dated 2 other guys (i’m 20 now btw) and i’ve gotten more experience and his whole life is about football. i know i don’t know this for sure, but i just feel like he hasn’t had pussy since me 🤣 he was one of those ugly cute guys and was nerdy but i just found something attractive about him. so i’ve been contemplating asking him when’s the next time he’ll be back which i’m sure it’s soon since thanksgiving is coming up... but i’m just not 100% sure yet. 😭🤷🏽‍♀️ it’s just something attracts me to him cause he’s tall, kinda chubby but it’s like a football player type of chubby so it’s not outta hand but it’s just right & yall 😍 idk. i’m just attracted to his build. it’s hard to even understand myself sometimes lol