Breakup

So yesterday me and my boyfriend broke up. It was our 6month anniversary too. We been messing with each other for 2 years tho. And I’m really hurt because I told him I felt like I was in the relationship by myself. And I said This because he could come to me about ANYTHINGGGGGGGGG whatever he was going trough he would talk to me about it and if it was the other way around, it’s like he’ll get mad at me. Honestly we both have issues were battling and we had each other to talk to. Our bond was like no other, he was really my best friend. We talked about everything. But in May his cousin got killed, and in July his friend got killed. And he told me he think he has anger issues and that he’s bipolar but he never got any medicine. He told me this when we first made it official, but I told him I can deal and could. Everything was fine i swear. We didn’t argue, didn’t fight, we never even broke up. And if we did it was only for the rest of the day, probably not even that long. But long story short my birthday was November 5th. And the day before, we had a little disagreement because I was upset that’s hair appointment wasn’t going as planned. I was at his house Sunday, my birthday was Tuesday. I was supposed to get my hair and nails done the next day (Monday) but it wasn’t working out so I had an attitude. I went home, we were texting and long story short he told me I was getting on his nerves complaining, okay so what we always call each other annoying. So this is like 11pm when this is going on. So I just go to sleep, not thinking anything of it. I literally didn’t pay him any mind. So I wake up the next morning and I see that he texted me at like 2am and he said he’s sorry and that he loves me so much, that he thinks we should take a break because he can’t control his anger and he wants to be fair to me. So I go get my nails done, which is right up the street from his house. So I’m the middle of getting my nails done he wakes up and we’re talking and he was just saying he doesn’t wanna keep snapping over little things. And like I said I didn’t pay him any mind Because I snap too. That’s what I’m saying, but we both need each other because we both have problems that were trying to work on and we help each other with. So I’m just confused because he saying this but I’m just like “just say that we’re not together instead of beating around the bush”. So I feel some type away because my birthday is the next day like what do you mean break for like my birthday is tomorrow and I wanted to spend it with you. So I’m like matter fact I’m across the street from your house will talk when I’m finished getting my nails done he said OK. I’ll go to his house we just sitting on The bitch just talking. And he’s telling me that he think he needs help because he be hearing his cousin and his friend and he be having conversations with him. And he told me he think our relationship will be better if we take a break for a little bit while he get himself together like and go get help. I agreed to it because I feel like OK if you feel like you need to help yourself then OK so I agreed to it. So I got to his house at around 12 PM and I had work at 2 PM. So I just stay there until it was time for me to go to work. We’re just chilling having fun talking nothing much. So then I call Uber to work. So at this point we’re not together but we’re not on bad terms so. I’ve been at work for about 25 minutes and he texted me and asked are we cool and I asked him what he meant by that, and he asked if we’re together and I said I don’t know you tell me when I broke up with me. And he sent the gift and it said basically were together so. It’s a long story short yesterday I’m at work and I told him I was stressing and basically he was just like not really being comforting, so I told him I feel like I’m in a relationship by myself and he said “think we should just end it”. I thought he was asking me if I think we should break up, so I said that must be what you wanna do if you keep saying it. So he said I think we should end it I’m not feeling it no more so long story short my feelings are so hurt I’m at work I’m crying because literally just a hour ago we were cool last night we were cool I was just at your house three days ago perfectly fine. I asked him how long he been feeling this way, and he said since last week basically since the day he said we needed to take a break. So I asked him why was he leaving you wan and he said he wanted to see if I still wanted to try but it’s not working. So long story short I asked him did he mean anything that he say bye like to be lovely and everything and he said of course he did but the love just going away. I said if it’s going away then it was I love because true love doesn’t just go away. So he said maybe that’s just me caring about you love cant go away. So at this point I’m so upset. But then he talked more I sent him a whole paragraph telling him how since we’re not together maybe this should be his time for him to get his help his therapy or whatever is everything I need. And I also told him that if he ever need somebody to talk to I’m here and he said if anything so what should I do. I know I shouldn’t have hoped that we should get back together but I didn’t want to break up because I do love him, but I still have to put myself first. Maybe in a couple weeks or a month maybe we could work things out but I just want to see him get better I hope this point I can’t say if we’re going to get back together and I can’t say it we’re not gonna be back together because I don’t know. And I do want to be with him but maybe he just need time. Can someone please talk to me? I really need it.