I don’t have the money

Recently just got a new job, and my union shit came in the mail. I owe $199 initiation fee!!!

I don’t even have $200 to give! I already have to give my boyfriend $795 for rent + utilities. I’ve only got $319 in my account right now! If I calculated it right, I’m going to have $819 in my account by thanksgiving (when I get paid) in total, and I’ll have $100 left over after paying rent. I can’t spend ANYTHING. Now this? Ugh! A 20 year old can only do so much 😭💔