Having a hard time finding happiness..

I’m seriously struggling to be happy that I’m pregnant again. It was a huge accident, I have a son who is only 10 months old. He is my world, I can’t even think about him having to compete for my attention. It literally breaks my heart and soul. I know I’ll love this baby as well but right now I’m just having a hard time accepting this is really happening and can’t be happy about it.