Any advice?

There’s this girl I’ve dated, she “loved me” I loved her. Usual relationship. Well her friend asked her out, I want to support her decisions and I told her “I’ll always be there for you, if it makes you happy then go for it.”

I regret telling her that, when she left me I began to miss her talking to me constantly.

(No one messages me haha)

Well, after a while she said she didn’t work well with the guy because he did drugs and stuff.

I let her talk about it as I listened and I accidentally let it slip that I missed her and she asked to try again. Though I felt she didn’t mean it, I agreed.

Again after a while she wanted to take a break, it’s been a couple of months now and I feel like I’m being pulled by a rope behind a car.

When we hang out just the two of us she lays me on her lap and pets my hair. She acts like we are in a relationship but doesn’t actually considers us in the girlfriend way.

I need some words of advice, if anyone has ever been though this please help.