Beta tomorrow after transferring 2 embryos

I am really nervous. I have my first beta tomorrow... Have not taken any home hcg tests bc I'm too scared. Transferred 2 embryos 9 days ago. I feel pregnant (I think); super tired, lots of cramping... But I've thought that before and been wrong.... I soooooo hope that I'm not wrong this time. 🙏

UPDATE: My beta was 5.8 yesterday. I can't believe it. 😢 I think I had a chemical. I swore I was pregnant...I think I felt it implant last Monday. Since then, I felt like I was on an emotional rollercoaster, I had strong period cramps, lots of abdominal bloating, was gassy/constipated, slightly turned off by foods and really tired. Then on Saturday morning (5 days later) I woke up only feeling tired but all the other symptoms were poof, gone....and they didn't come back. I felt like something changed but I tried to stay positive. They are having me recheck the beta this Wednesday just to make sure... But in my mind it's completely pointless. I've never heard of a successful pregnancy starting off with a beta that low. I appreciate the optimism, but really, I know this cycle is over ... I just want to deal with it, start my period and begin a new cycle by trying again immediately. My eye is on the prize 👶and I'm not stopping until I get there.

One more thing that happened that I'd like to share... The EXACT second my doctor's office called me with the news, my husband's phone beeped to alarm him of his daily "message". He read the message, then quickly came to check on me, and he found me on the phone getting the sad news. This was the message he received...