Subchorionic Hemorrhage

So far this has been a roller coaster of a pregnancy! 9wks 1day today and Ive already been in the ER twice for bleeding. This is my third pregnancy, and the only none that's lasted more than 5 weeks.

Most recent visit to the ER was this past Sunday, woke up at 1am will a pad full of blood and the worst cramping I've ever had. More heavy bleeding, passing clots, and more cramping sent us to the ER. I was so sure that my baby was gone. But turns out the little nugget is fine; wiggling around and strong heart beat.

I do have, however, a subchorionic Hemorrhage between placenta and uterus. I was aware of two bleeds because I've been having ultrasounds regularly to monitor them and baby. But I was not prepared for this much bleeding. Now it's gone back to the occasional spotting I'm used to but I'm effectively freaked out.

I wish this baby would just give me regular symptoms, like nausea and sore boobs and cravings. I could do without this paranoia with bleeding all the time.