Support after 2 chemical pregnancies?

After having experienced a chemical pregnancy last month, I found out at todays ultrasound, at 6 weeks, that this pregnancy didn’t progress properly either and my dream of being pregnant was shattered again. I am posting in this group because I cannot handle the „it will happen in gods timing“ consolidation you find so often here on glow.... I am heartbroken and looking for reasonable people who might have gone through the same to maybe give me some hope - or just share our experiences ❤️.