Venting/Ranting

I ordered a breast pump (Lansinoh)

2 days after receiving the information from my doc. This is my first pregnancy and I’m due December 8th with a girl. I got the information on October 17th and AeroFlow has been patiently waiting after it got approved by my insurance for my doc to fax the prescription information. I haven’t seen my doc since Oct 17th and I seen a different doc on Nov 14th. My next appt with my primary doc is Dec 2nd and I don’t think I’ll make it that long to see her, plus I think I’ll be delivering my baby with a different doc. The company allowed me to send a copy of the prescription my doc gave me on Oct 17th, so I did that, just in case my doc isn’t there still to fax it over.

On top of that, my mom is taking an Amtrak here on Sunday and will arrive Monday night to hopefully be here for the birth and she leaves the following Sunday. My stepdad, baby brother, and my stepdad’s emotional support dog Zoey were suppose to drive down here with my mom. I knew this was bound to happen because they financially stress me out and spend money they don’t have on things they can’t afford at the moment. I even told them to save and not get anything for our baby because I want them to be here for the birth, they didn’t listen. So, my husband is picking up my mom from the Amtrak station this weekend.

I don’t handle stress very well and it felt nice to finally cry. If you made it this far, I’m sorry and thank you for reading about my crazy day.