decided to stop trying

I am fed up with testing early seeing positives or faints line and then getting heartbroken (2 chemicals)

I am fed up testing to see when I ovulate and feeling like I have to bd ASAP!

I am fed up looking at my cm everyday

I am fed up with feeling like it will never be me when everyone else around me seems to be having babies

I am fed up feeling heartbroken

I am fed up with feeling empty

I’ve decided that if it will happen to me it will happen when the times right or whatever I would love to not know miss my period think nothing of it and then a couple of days go by and it’s a surprise didn’t expect it!!

I just think my body might work better TTC is so much stress if I just don’t think about it for a little while my body may surprise me good luck everyone😊