Not the thankgiving id taught id be having ....

My grandpa is about to pass... the only grandpa i really ever had ... I just have birth to my son a few months ago and my grandpa for the short time loved him... ask about him everyday talk about him etc.... he’s been in

Hospice for a week and haft now... my mom told me today he’s officially closed his eyes and bp low. He’s getting oxygen from tank. It’s hard right now cause you never think you will lose someone in your family. I’m trying to hold everything in for my family’s sac cause this is my baby’s first everything but it’s hard . I can’t really talk to my husband cause he don’t listen or understand he grew up differently we’re death don’t bother him. I’d never thought it would till now. 3days till thanksgiving ... I told my husband yesterday I don’t think I’m going to be able to go to your family’s thanksgiving it’s a hour 30mins and with my grandpa who can pass any day now it’s just too much. (Not to mention his family to respect my wishes with no kissing the baby last time was awful). But he through a fit on me and what not and ask to take the baby but he’s breastfed only and I just had him he’s my first I don’t wanna be sitting here worrying ... now I’m so lost ....

He also thinks it okay to drive on Christmas Day even when it’s snowing to see his family . I told him nicely I’d go as long as it’s now snowing ... and with thanksgiving I wanna go but it’s hard when all you wanna do is cry cause your losing a important person in your life ... idk any advice..

Not to mention his family will probably be super mad at me if we don’t go ...

Update- he passed away tonight November 27 at 8:45pm ❤️ thanks for all the kind words