How can i help myself?

I’ve recently been going through a breakup. I was wit that man for 3 & 1/2 years. He gave me herpes... and now I don’t know what to do. I was okay with having it after mourning it and him reassuring me but now it’s like how do I do this? How do I tell future sexual partners that I have herpes?? Because I’d feel 100% guilty for not disclosing. And he’s already talking to other females, and I just feel like telling all those females that he has herpes because I know he’s not going to disclose it at all. I just don’t know what to do. I’m shattered. I’m depressed. Who would love me with this baggage??? Who?