I just need some support...

So I literally have no reason to be feeling the way that I do. Loving boyfriend, I just got back from a vacation, family that supports me, brand new baby nephew... yet here I am... feeling like I’m going crazy. Like I’m falling into this rabbit hole of emotions... I feel so out of it. I want to cry constantly and I’m just so down. I know I shouldn’t feel like this... idk what to do... or well I know what I need to do I just don’t think I want to admit I need to seek out help again. Idk venting on this app helped alittle... so maybe actually talking to someone would help even more.