PTSD x too much

I was 17 years old when I entered the United States Air Force in 1987 and I was stationed overseas.. Due to my inability to work through what was going on in my life with experiences that were too much for me and it manifested in a life threatening case of severe anorexia and bulimic situation...Initially,I was told from my Commander that I would be going to the States to be treated until I was healthy and ready to go back to my job again...

Before getting treated, I had to be hospitalized right away due to my weight loss dropped to 77lbs. @ 5’7”

30 days Afterwards?!?!?......

I just got a different Commander and basically told I was being discharged “Honorably “, and less than two weeks and then was assured that I would be alright with what I was told to do prior to being discharged from the Service...

It was my life being ripped out and then after I realized I was told wrong information, I had no choice but to do everything I could to find a way to make it to my final place for discharging next morning...

4hours away I was overheard from a dude who was also military and he said he was going to the same base and long story shorter, I was sexually assaulted and by the grace of God I barely got there before I went AWOL!!!!!..... That was: 14MAR89..!!!!..

I have been trying to find help with this as my story since has left me alone and totally at the point of what I am not sure what to do anymore!!!???

My story is so so much more than this but maybe it’s enough to make it a source for it to be helpful????

Thank you