Ex Bestfriend

I am already somebody who is hard to make friends. I have been having a very close friend for about 3yrs. We would do anything together. I went through her pregnancy with her. I went to the baby shower, was at the delivery and was at her house almost everyday before and after the baby. I had grown attached. Her baby’s father didn’t like me because I tried to tell her to know her worth with him. he was at no events during her pregnancy. Not even 1 doctors visit. No delivery. No baby shower. He had literally 10baby mamas already. So he told her something about me and she believed him over me. She stopped talking to me flat out and has also aired some of my business out to the world. Its crazy though because I miss her and the bond we had. and miss the hell out of her baby who is now almost 6months old. I now have no one to talk to about things and feel so alone.