Scared

Okay so I have a one year old son his birthday August 7, 2018 well I’m pregnant again this baby is due August 4, 2020 and I’m super scared. Im 21, have my own house car and everything but I’m scared to tell my mom and my family because they will judge me once they find out I have two different baby fathers and that I’m single and not with the second child dad. And he’s my ex, I believed him when he gave me that whole I’m changing speech and I’m ready to settle down and be a family...Welp here I am pregnant and he clearly was telling lies.. and I’m in this all alone no friends for support no nothing. And I feel like no guy is going to accept me now that I have two kids...I just met someone who likes me but I haven’t told him I’m pregnant 😞 What if he don’t want to be with me after that.... but most of all how am I going to raise two kids alone.