After the Baby

Hey I had my baby 9 weeks early he’s still at the hospital so it’s time to go home of course I don’t wanna leave... I’m fine till I get home right when I make it to my room I started crying hard cuz I wanted my son I had to hold the hospital blanket that smelled like him in my arms like a baby to stop then 10 minutes later I’m laughing at my self cuz I’m not a crier 😭🤣after the baby I just been crying for no reason I hate it 😭😂