Life rant

I’m so tired of my life. I live in a small town that I grew up In. My abusive mother also lives in this town. We don’t talk but she still harasses me in public. I don’t have anyone to talk to except by boyfriend who is in camp half the time. I grew apart from all my friends when I was pregnant. I want to move and start fresh, see new things and meet new people but my boyfriend doesn’t want to move. I feel beyond stressed out 😭 I have always suffered with depression and anxiety, but stopped taking medication due to being pregnant and breastfeeding. Anyone have any advice? 😪