Costly baby brain mistake ☹️

Yesterday was a low point. I have been rushing around insanely for the last at least fortnight. This included my current youngest going off to children’s a+e with breathing issues. I have his birthday next week, Christmas, decorating, planning and basically all the usual keeping a house with two small toddlers running shit. And I’m 31 weeks pregnant. Yesterday was my eldest son preschool Christmas party. It was at a soft play which was in a shopping centre. Parents not required to stay- brilliant I thought 2.5hrs of shopping and sorting while he has a fantastic time. All was going well until after I picked him up (I was exhausted) and I scrapped my one week old new car down the side of a bollard on exit. I cried inconsolably for 2 hours. If I’d had the car 6 months or so I would have put it down to one of those things but I just can’t handle anything else at the moment. The car has moderate damage but I’m now going to probably have to find around £500 to pay to fix it. I AM SO DONE WITH ALL OF THIS!! Get me to Christmas and locking the world out! I know some will read this like wow first world problems but I am so sad about it. I never have nice things for myself and this was mine and I’ve already f-d it up as I’m just so tired ☹️