Orgasms with partner vs alone

Do y’all feel like your orgasms when you’re masturbating just feel completely different than with your partner? I’ve been with my bf for two years and I’ve never had an orgasm that’s felt like it does when I’m alone. When I’m alone the feeling is very obvious and clear that it’s an orgasm, but during sex (when it’s from penetration or clitoral) it feels completely different to the point where I don’t even know if I orgasmed or not...but I think I do? Is this normal or is my body just weird 😂