Today’s been a difficult day to no hurt myself...I feel trapped between world and don’t want to choose between it...so I feel like if I eliminate myself then I wouldn’t have to worry about life in general..is there really any purpose in life when no one care for you unless you have something to offer them..I have never thought more about killing myself in the past couple weeks than anything..everything seems to be meaningless to me...I even feel like I should kill myself so I don’t have to be such a sad apple in the world...I honestly believe that everyone would be happier without me here...majority of you wont even care...