Anyone else afraid of sex 😫

I’m 9 weeks pp and still haven’t had sex with my husband. Poor thing has been dropping mad hints and even manscaped when I hit 8 weeks (I sort of lied to him after my 6 week check up and told him the dr said I need to wait at least 2 weeks until I have sex again 😂) I’m just so scared. Not to mention my libido is wayyyyy down. Like I have 0 interest. I’ve read that breastfeeding can cause that, so it’s probably a mixture of that and exhaustion. I just feel terrible because it’s been 11 weeks since we’ve done it. Anyway, just wanted to see if I was the only one here 😂 😬