VBAC?

How are is it to find someone who will do a vaginal birth after a c section? I never wanted a c section but I had to get an emergency one. I literally thought I was going to die in the process of it and the healing process of it really sucked ass. I felt pathetic and disgusting so I really don’t want to go through that again. I want more kids but the thought of having another c section makes me never want to try for another baby.