Relationship, mummy and daddy.....

I want some advice im not here to listen to everyone have a go at me if u dont have anything nice to say dont bother im already having a hard time.!

My partner and I have been together 3yrs ,we have an 8month old baby girl, just perfect btw! 💕

My partner and i arnt going great. Throughout my pregnancy my partner wasnt very nice to me (and he knows it) we alway used to fight he was always nasty to me calling me nasty stuff.

Things kind of got better after bub, then things got bad again things havent been overly horrible lately (still not great though), but im feeling more and more like im just not good enough for him.

He ALWAYS looks at other girls, i mean i hate going even grocery shopping with him because it just makes me feel like sh#t!

Yeah, ok i get it guys look at other girls and girls look at other guys, so whats the issue?

My issue is its ALL the time! I mean we cant even take 2 steps around the shops and hes looking!

Hes never looked at me the way he does to some other girls,

After having a baby ok my belly isnt tight anymore, my butt is pretty flat and my boobs well they are for my baby. 🤱

Iv been trying to squish in some training between the sleepless nights and anxiety and depression (and a cleaning slave sometimes!) to make my self look better for him.

But i just feel like whats the point?!

After a hige fight about this today and he said "i cant help myself"

Wtf am i supposed to do?!

I feel like f*cking sh*t!!