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Ok y’all imma be honest with y’all for a little. I have a vary fucked up life always have and always will. I grew up in a semi stable home as I grew things got worse and worse. I have 4 sisters 3 older 1 younger. Me and my 3 older sisters had a great life as we were young and everything was ok, then my mom decided to try for a little boy. When we found out we were going to have another sister we were pretty happy. Everything took a turn when my mom got sick fast forward a few years. My little sister is now 2- years old she was living it up at such a young age, while on the other hand my 3 older sisters were having a great time as well the only thing is we all would be up cleaning for hours and getting beat by my mother my father at the time had no clue what was happening at home we would tell him but he was always so tired after a loooong day at work and a long drive home( he used to work for 2-3 days straight). My oldest sister got a boyfriend not long after stuff when down she moved out and lived with him he got her addicted to so much stuff that she is joe in prison for 4-6 years bc of him while he just went to jail for robing my mothers house. My second oldest finally had enough of it a when she was 21 years old she left bc of my mother. It was just us 3 young ones left. My mother wanted a new house and a new house she got AND THINGS GOT WORSE she began to keep me and my third oldest sister up for house and houses cleaning and not being able to eat mind this all we would have school in 2-4 hours and we would go to school with out any sleep I was still in elementary and she was in high school. Fast forward a few years. Everything at home was horrible I was depressed and no one noticed expect my best friend my third older sister she saw the cuts on my body and the notes in my room and the things I would do at night. My little sister had its starting for her the abuse and hunger just not the late night cleaning like us older girls. We finally had enough and told people they took action and multiplied times cps came to my school. After about the 40th time no joke the finally did something we were taken from my mother and father who still worked to death almost. We were moved in with an aunt we did not know what so ever. Things were kinda the same when we lived with my mom, cleaning at night, going to school acting as if nothing happened, eating only so little, and me still cutting and having horrible ptsd, anxiety, learning disability, Heath problems, random cough attacks from asthma, heart problems, AND BEING BULLY ALSO and having so much more. I finally made it to high school because of my 3rd oldest sister. She was not alway there but knowing I was able to have a sister going threw the same thing I did not feel so alone at times. the first Friday of school I was reunited with my dad and my little sister still lived with my aunt, my best friend moved away to Ohio. I was all alone, until I joined cheer again and met my best friend I met her because of my panic attacks she helped me, and now I’m as happy as I can be I’m doing well I’m school, have an amazing best friends. I Quit cheer bc I was being bullied again Not only that but because of a class I take ( law enforcement) I growing strong and figuring out what I want to be because of it. Because of my two best friends I was able to get threw a lot

Moral of the story YOU CAN GET THROUGH LIFE, your strong, amazing and sooooo much more no matter what anybody says, you will go threw heart brakes and things but there is someone out there for you trust me on that you have no idea how much they are waiting to meet you. you can get threw what ever life throws at you just stay strong gorgeous💙💙💙

My best friends