Posting again 😝🤬

So I posted yesterday. But I’m so fucking annoyed, that I’m posting an update to my story.

So here’s the low down. Gallbladder removed 6 days ago. Horrible pains, constipation. Now I’m so nauseous, yet hungry. And I cannot stay out of the bathroom. I’m eating a brat diet, like I can’t digest anything!!!

My husband has made comments like “Try harder” and “It’s all in your head” over the last few days. 😒

Today, he asked how I was feeling and I said I was super nauseous this morning and ended up taking a pill for nausea that helped, but I can’t stay out of the bathroom.. 5 times between 9:30-1. And that one of my incisions looks kinda puffy and pus-like.

So he just rattled off how if he missed Christmas with HIS FAMILY this year, he’s going to be devastated and won’t know how to forgive me. 😳😤 Then tries to advocate that I need to call the doctor to get this sorted out because he does not want to leave a day later or come home a day earlier than planned.

I’m doing my god dammed best to be strong and not let this affect me. I’m OVER IT. I cannot help that I can’t keep food in. IF I COULD, I WOULD STOP THE WATER FALL.

Update 🤪🙃 My incision came open, so now I have stitches. It’s burning like a mofo and Hurts so bad! I can’t find a comfortable position, as it’s right at my rolls/waist. I cannot imagine sitting in a car for 5 hours tomorrow. I told my husband I’m not sure if I’ll be feeling up to traveling... he said we’ll see how you feel in the morning. He’s making us pack the car and everything because he doesn’t want to waste time in the morning. 🤦🏻‍♀️