So many emotions

I don’t know where exactly to post this. I kind of busted wanted to talk and maybe vent?.

I took a clear blue test idk like Tuesday night and I could see a faint positive with out having to tweek it and then yesterday I did a first response and I could maybe feel a vvvfl and this morning a pregmate and a clear blue and I can’t really see anything. I am very much aware that 9 dpo is very early to be doing testing but I can’t help myself. I keep thinking if that was a vvvfl line it should be getting darker right? Or maybe it was just an invalid test? Idk. My period is supposed to start next week on the 7th or around then so that makes me think oh if I was pregnant it’s 5 days before my period so I should be getting something but I’m just not. I feel moody, crampy and very tired which is normal before my period but I have major sore boobs. I don’t ever get sore boobs like this and i feel nauseous. I had extreme morning sickness with my first pregnancy to the point where I lost a little weight at the beginning. So I just feel all mixed up with what is going on with my body and I just want to know if I am prego. So now in my craziness I used the tests I had an get to go buy more after work to make me even more crazy.

Anyone else having an emotional time and wanna vent?