Like is he serious? One tiny little terrible thing happens and I offer endless support, but he bottles it to a point where he cuts everyone off? I told him yesterday that everyday I’ve said I’m here if he needs me, and he said everyday he’s decided he doesn’t. I then ask why he would stay with me if he didn’t need me, and he must think I’m fucking stupid as hell, because he goes “do you know what need means? because i dont need anybody in that way. im not gonna die if we break up.” And whadya know, I tell him I love him and after leaving me on delivered for like 14 hours, he breaks up with me. I wish I would have saw the signs. Twice this week I poured my entire heart out to him, TWICE, only to garner a response of "cutie" the first time which was followed by "i cant talk today srry" and no response the second time. He was the first boy I ever told I loved, he had claimed bestfriend status, he was my world, my absolute everything, the love of my fucking life. My heart hurts thinking about him, It's only been 8 hours but the pain feels so fresh. He did this to me. I'm aware that I'm

only 16, but I had never been more sure of anyone. I told him so many secrets, he was the first and only person I've ever sexted or sent pics to (We were both underage when it happened don't bash me cus atleast I had undies and a shirt on) I told him on countless occasions that I'd let him

hit it, and it was long distance so it also meant I was willing to wait. But nah, 8 months and my entire heart to someone who turned to be a dick. I feel so stupid and lost and angry and hurt. I had trust issues before him and you better bet I have them worse now. On top of that, I have anxiety and asked him if I did anything several days ago, but he said no... and I think he lied honestly. According to his friend, he said things weren't working out, but I wish he would have told me so I could have resolved it. I've lost someone who meant so much to me, the end of Freshman year, all of summer, and most of my sophomore year wasted, with no hope in finding love again. I told him thanks for the last 8 months but I should have thanked him for being a waste of time. Wheww I really needed to get that out. I feel worse now however, like my heart just hurts so much 💔