3rd degree tearing 3 weeks postpartum...

I had really bad tearing requiring a lot of stitches and internal vaginal reconstruction surgery because my baby was sunny side up and the doctor went in manually and flipped her “scooping” out some of my inner vagina that he had to stitch the chunks back together...I’m 3 weeks postpartum and I’m HURTING. I was hurting really bad a week after, and then around week two I got really itchy, and now week three I am hurting still! I feel like the stitches are pulling or too tight maybe? I’m so tired of this, I thought I’d be healed by now...someone give me hope that this will be over soon?