I can’t function

I’m so lonely. I mean super.

My friends don’t talk about feelings. They just say that sucks and moves on to themselves. They’ve been friends forever and I’ve been trying to squeeze in. They’re hanging out right now and I’m just at home. They never want to hangout with me. It’s just always them. I’m just so lonely. I’m tired of this state. I need to get out and change and start fresh. I want out. I need out.