I don't understand

So I'm a huge animal lover and have many animals of my own who are very well taken care of and plan on adding more in the future but sometimes I get yelled at about them and now Im starting to feel like maybe they are a burden and have got to the point where I don't want to love animals or have any animals I don't know where else to post this I just need to get this off my chest cause I feel so sad cause I love them like children