Losing a baby & trying again.

Hi ladies just came across this group and I'm so glad I did. I lost my baby last year on 19th January 2019 due to my baby having pottors syndrome, I had my 12 week scan and everything was perfect until I had my 20 week scan to see if I was carrying a boy or girl. Unfortunately they couldnt tell what baby was as nothing formed down below & had many problems such as small lungs, a tumour inside the bowl. My baby wasnt going to make the whole pregnancy so I had to terminate 😔💔. My heart still breaks everyday and it was this day last year that I had the bad news 😔. It took me 5 months to find out that I was carrying a little boy and it took another 4 months for them to check me and my partners blood to see if it was caused by genetics. We have had the thumbs up to start trying again but I'm so scared because from the beginning of my pregnancy I was constantly worried and I knew something was wrong but family and friends kept saying I was over thinking! But I wasnt! Mothers know when something is wrong!!. I'm trying for my rainbow baby & I hope other mothers to be have a healthy pregnancy and baby!.

I'm sending baby dust to everyone who is trying to conceive 💙💜.

My beautiful baby boy at 22 weeks!