Please don’t judge me

I have no one else to talk to

My husband don’t understand he just says everything will be fine

I wanted another baby so badly

I have 2 already and now I’m pregnant

My emotions are all over the place I’m wondering if I’m doing the right thing

I’m worried something will happen to me

I’m worried something will be wrong with the baby

I’m worried I won’t have time for my other two children

As I feel so I’ll and sleepy already I feel like I’m spending no time with them what’s it going to be like when the baby’s here

I’m so worried it’s going to mess everything up

I just wanna talk to someone who won’t judge me but my mums to busy with her own stuff going on I lost my dad and my husband don’t get it I don’t have anyone ?

Am I messed up is this normal to be like this ?