It's coming...

The date is coming.

February 2, 2020.

By now, we should have already known your gender.

By now, we should have already had a baby shower.

By now, we should already picked out your name.

By now, we should already be making bets on how much you would weigh.

By now, mommy would have had everything ready for you.

Instead, mommy is thinking.... right now... that it's not fair. Mommy is thinking "Why you? Why God?"

February 2, 2020 was going to be the day we would finally hold you.

I just want to hold you.