Losing my mom

I lost my mom a few days ago. She was so excited for the baby. She had already bought a single toy. And she had planned to buy many more. She was gonna spoil my baby so much. The morning she passed away, I had my first sonogram. My mom cried like a little baby when she heard the heart beat. My mom wasn’t sick. It was a freak accident that shouldn’t have happened. And we tried to save her but we watched my mom die and then watched as they tried to bring her back. I’m heart broken and lost without her. I was never nervous for my pregnancy because I knew I had such a good mom who’d help me. I saw her every single day. She was my best friend. Now I’m terrified. My younger sister, my dad, and my boyfriend are gonna be here to help. But it won’t be the same. And sorry, I’m venting.

Does anyone have advice for this kind of loss? I want to keep my baby safe. I known she wants that so much.