I’m 21.

5 foot 7 inches.

280 pounds.

I’m depressed.

I’ve been using sex to cope with the way I’m feeling .

I take out my anger i have about myself against the men i meet.. and the friends i make...

My weight has been a problem since i was a kid. It wasn’t like i had help with getting the weight off until my depression was apparent. And now I’m just like i don’t want the “help” these people offer because well they fat shamed me up until i had a few breakdowns about it. Idk... I’m just lost right now. I don’t know who i am. I don’t know what i want to do with my life... i just don’t know ...