boy problems 🥴

let me give some background info on the boys using code names

“ty” : one of my best friends, SO funny, everything i look for in a guy

“jay” : guy i’ve been talking to for a month and have talked to him before too, rly likes me, i have 2 of his hoodies, kissed him twice, almost everything i look for in a guy, sometimes cringey

i think i have feelings for “ty” but i don’t think he likes me but i also don’t know because i’ve been talking to “jay”. “ty” , “jay” and i were all at the party over the weekend and “ty” had another girl dancing on him while i was with “jay” so i began dancing on “jay” and then “ty” and i talked about the party and he was like “how was jay” and i was like “fine how was (the girls name)”. and i felt like i wanted to lie so he didn’t think i was like all over jay.

sometimes i feel like i dont want to talk to “jay” at all and other days i’m all for it.

what do i do? how do i carry on?