My husband

I don’t know what I would do without him. Life been difficult for us with our son in the nicu and we have two other children. He’s been so strong through this. Last night he was very cuddly and I asked him if he’s okay, he said yes but you could see the tears he was holding back. I told him, it’s okay to show emotion, this is hard on all of us. He responded with someone has to be tough and hold us together. Now I feel horrible for him to not be able to let it out since I’m a very emotional wreck lately. He hasn’t seen our son since birth, so I can go to the nicu and he stays home on his days off with our other kids(our 2 year old isn’t allowed in the nicu). I couldn’t begin to imagine how he is feeling. Only good part is, our son is on his few last steps to coming home. Yesterday he started to take a bottle and eat on his own. He ate 25% feedings on his own and 75% from feeding tube. He has to be at 75% feeds on his own and 25% for tube before they put him on a cue base feeding and that would mean he has 48hours until he should be discharged. He’s not there yet but today he’s 35 weeks gestational so around this time they learn more about eating. They said they think he’ll be out by 36 weeks gestational which is only a week away 😍..

His super long legs 😱😍