Postpartum Anxiety?

I am a first time mom, baby is 4 weeks old and I just find myself crying or getting emotional, it comes from no where nothing prompts it but the reasons are:

• emotional about leaving baby

• going back to work eventually

•just looking at my baby

• terrifies something bad will happen to baby

My husband will ask if I’m okay and I think he’s scared something is wrong with me. But I just get emotional and want I ball. I hate the idea of anyone taking care of her but me. I have a girls outing with my girls Saturday and the closer it gets the more I want to just back out of it to stay with her.

Just needing to vent to a place of people who understand and might be feeling the same way.