I’m Savannah and I’m 20 years old. I’m with someone who I’ve been with since I was 16 our 4 years is in two weeks. I graduate from cosmetology school in three weeks. We live with my parents, he’s slowly began hating them. For reasons that aren’t even reasons. “My siblings are to loud” “they’re jealous of him.” He’s called me a cunt and bitch loud enough for them to hear. I beg my dad to not say anything to him because I’m scared of him leaving. Yesterday he was really angry. He gave me a black eye. Not the first time I’ve been left with bruises. My whole left arm went numb after he grabbed my head while driving and started punching me. I still came home and acted like nothing was wrong. My parents haven’t seen my face yet. I’m worried.

I don’t know what’s wrong with me 😔 I don’t know why I can’t leave him. I know I don’t love myself and I’m just scared to see him with someone else. After four years together and living together almost 3 I wouldn’t even know how to live.

I haven’t told anyone about the physical abuse. Please just talk to me.