I would love to get married

I would love to get married. My boyfriend has been Previously engaged 2 times . But when I mentioned it there's Nothing. It makes me feel as if I'm not good enough or something . I've just recently given birth to our beautiful first baby daughter . I haven't had a sleep in from the moment she was born . I have our daughter all day and night Even if I mention a sleep in. It's stoping his routine coming to bed 5 or 6 in morning he just watching YouTube Yes I'm a mum please don't judge . I just want him to realise I'm tired too and I try my very best . I don't feel appreciated. I do all the house cleaning and wash clothes and take care of our daughter &cooking . Even washing the car. . And when he tries and tells me what to do . I give a look of disgust😤.