Suprise suprise

On January 16th 2020 I went in for a physical annual check and meeting my new primary doctor since my old childhood doc is no longer practicing in the state any more! Yes, it sad to let her go since she was there in my childhood time... but yea got to the bottom ground I went for my physical check and the nurse had did the run through medical question and exam. She ask me when I had my last period. I literally look at her and my period was late so I dont know if I am pregnant or stressful during last year, which I had been😂😭.... then she literally automatic gave me a peeing cup and say you need to go pee and let's find out! Lol I was like okay so I went in the bathroom and did my things and she sent me back to my room. I was waiting for the new doctor to come in and next things you know my result and the doc came in the same time and the nurse handed her the slip result! She was like Positive! What your pregnant!!! Lol I thought it was cute introduction to meet each other for the first time! Lol she was easy to talk too that day since I was shocked and joyful and neverous..my mind was all over the place and worried what people would say and judge because I am not married yet. I thought I couldnt get pregnant because of my obese weight and health condition but god gave me miracle growing in me. Today I am still nerve wracking and I dont know if it a good idea to keep it or not. I guess I am getting all emotional and lost🤣😂😢😭 my boyfriend has been supportive and nervous on his end and support what decision I be making. Lol does people feel lost after being Pregnant for the first time